I am an Allen. What this means is I often fall into the category of having more "balls" than brain. I have to back this up with the fact that I am reasonably athletic and I grew up watching my 2 older brothers push the limits in every area known in the recreation world. They are both still alive and walking although they are showing some signs of aging. My younger brother has also proven that he can play just as hard and suffer the consequences of lack of judgement such as not seeking medical attention for a broken ankle that will most likely hurt for the rest of his life. But all in all they are a fun and adventurous group of nice guys. But not examples of safety.
Saturday Troy and I took the family to black rock to play and jump off the rock. We jumped and jumped and then these two old guys came up and one of them did a back flip. I was impressed. I have done thousands of back flips…on a trampoline. But the thought had been formed, the idea developed and the lack of judgement confirmed. I needed to flip off that rock!
My turn came. I got to the edge, turned around, and froze. I could not do it. I turned back around and jumped straight down. I landed with some disappointment. I really wanted to do more. I knew I had more in me, so I climbed back up. Again I got to the edge turned around and could not bring myself to jump. So I turned and faced the water and front flipped...
I closed my eyes as I rotated through the air. I had done it! I had thought about the jump, the flip, but not the landing. I did not open up, I did not stop turning. I hit the water with my face. Pain slammed through my frame. I was frozen face down in the water for what seemed a long time, then I turned my body over and brought my face out, but I could not breath. My lungs would not respond to the logic of my brain. Then I thought, if the air will not go in, blow out. It worked. I could blow out. Then the new air came in. The pain was excruciating. What was I thinking? I must look like an idiot. I am an idiot. I am not a diver and apparently I am not a flipper. I need diving lessons or a new brain.
The pain is going away. I can swim again. I am not broken, thank God. My face feels like I just jumped off a cliff and landed on it. Oh wait, I did!
Let me back up to September when I was just having my first Cross Country practice for Pukalani School. Ethan came to help me coach and he decided to jump off a wall and try to land on a fence rail that was in front of a steep hill. He cleared the fence and landed on the hill and broke/ fractured/ badly sprained his ankle. The doctors could not tell from the x-ray (welcome to medicine in Maui) but it hurt very bad and he was on crutches for several weeks and I lost my assistant coach.
Troy and I gave him a lot of grief over his lack of judgement after that "Jump". Ethan - I take it all back. It's in your blood. You are an Allen.
Pray that God will bless us with more brains and soft landings.
Sunday, December 15, 2013
Christmas Letter 2014
The Anderson Family
continues on,
Healthy, Happy and Strong.
Happy Days to you,
and Merry Christmas is our
song.
We sing with joy,
that our days with peace
will be filled,
and love upon all will be
sealed.
Sydney still swims with
grace,
upon the piano she keeps
the pace.
Ethan uses fin and board,
upon his uke he plays a
chord.
Ember loves to smile and
charm,
she holds a violin upon
her arm.
Sophie keeps up with the
rest,
always reminding us that
she is the best.
Troy and I are still in
love,
Enjoying this family sent
from above.
2014 Merry Christmas
Motivated
I have been blessed to be gifted many amazing friends. Today after reading their blogs, I felt the intense desire to update mine. So for an easy post, I am going to post my Christmas letter. But have no fear. There is more to come. So much more...
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Easter Sacrament Talk 2013
Aloha
Brothers and Sisters,
I
am very grateful to have the opportunity to talk to you today. I am
also very humbled by the topic and the Holiday which we are
celebrating today. Easter is one of my favorite Holidays. I love
the colors, the spring time themes, the baby animals and the
simplicity of the Egg. The egg is a world wide symbol of Easter.
Officially adopted by the christian religion a few years back. It
represents life and that is what we are celebrating today. Easter is
a celebration of life. It is a celebration of Christ's resurrection.
It is a celebration of Hope. It is a celebration of deaths defeat.
We are so blessed to live in this time when the world has witnessed
literal resurrection.
In
all recorded history prior to the birth, life, crucifixion and
resurrection of Christ there was no one else resurrected from the
dead. All death was an eternal slumber. The sting of death was
heavy, lonely, oppressive and unending.
I
want to gently review the last 10 days of Christ's life. Each day
could be a focus of great discussion so please bear with me as I
highlight the points that will help illustrate our focus today.
If
we go all the way back to Bethany, a suburb of Jerusalem, and go to
the house of Jesus's friend Lazarus, the very same friend that Jesus
raised from the dead, you will remember that Mary took some very
costly oil and anointed the feet of Jesus. Judas Iscariot who later
betrays Jesus asks why she is not selling the oil to help the poor.
Judas did not really care for the poor, but his intent was evil and
selfish, to possibly steal the oil for his gain. Jesus replies that
“the poor always ye have with you, but me ye have not always.”
This was his first warning to them that things were going to change.
Next
was Jesus's triumphal entry into Jerusalem. Christ tells his
disciples to go and get him a donkey. He even tells then that the
donkey will have a baby and to bring it along too.
Why
did Jesus want to ride in on a donkey? We can turn to the Old
testament and read from Zachariah
9:9:
9 ¶Rejoice
greatly, O daughter
of Zion; shout, O daughter of Jerusalem: behold, thy bKing
cometh unto thee: he is
just,
and having salvation; lowly, and riding
upon an ass,
and upon a colt
the foal of an ass.
Remember
that the old testament was the scripture at this time. The new
testament had not been written yet. Do you think that some of the
people recognized what was happening? I think they did because they
started spreading their garments in his path and cutting down
branches to lay before him. The people cried hosanna and followed
him as he made his Triumphal entry into Jerusalem.
The
next day Jesus was hungry and he saw a fig tree with leaves but no
fruit so he cursed the tree and it withered away. He continued on to
the temple where he became angry because of the filth that had
defiled his fathers house. He overthrew the tables of money changers
and Jesus taught: Is it not written, My house shall be called of all
nations the house of prayer? but ye have made it a den of thieves
Mark 11:17
Do
you think that the fruitless fig tree was a symbol of the fruitless
people that were corrupting the temple?
Christ
was teaching a great lesson in purification in preparation of the
coming of the ressurection.
The
chief priests and scribes were getting very upset with Jesus, because
they had been profiting from the trade going on at the temple.
Now
once the money changers were out, there was room for miracles. The
blind and the lame came in and Christ healed them. The people again
shouted hosanna and again the chief judges were sore displeased
because of the attention Jesus was getting.
Good
easter questions:
What
cleaning do our temples need? What fruits are we bearing?
Jesus
then gets questions from chief priests and Pharisees. Jesus is
pretty blunt in telling them that they are not humble and that they
did not value the knowledge that they preach. He tells them that
they are hypocrites. This makes them madder and they want to lay
their hands on him, but they fear the multitude of people.
Jesus
continues teaching and the disciples gratefully continued recording
his teachings. He gave some famous parables like the 10 virgins, the
parable of the talents and the goats. These were full of learning
on preparation for the second coming. I don’t know how much his
disciples understood, but we are still learning from them and they
give us hope.
Hope
of our resurrection.
It
is almost passover now in our timeline review of Jesus's life and he
asks the disciples to find a place to keep the passover meal.
The
passover is another great scripture story and it is very symbolic of
Christ. He is the Lamb that was slain so that we could escape death.
Now
the pharisees have not gone out of the picture. They are still very
much upset by Jesus and they want to destroy him.
It
is important to remember that the passover meal is the Last Supper.
At this meal Jesus teaches so much:
- He washes their feet.
- He explains that one of them will betray him.
- He teaches them the sacrament
- He comforts them
- He gives then the commandment to Love on Another.
- He teaches about the Holy Ghost
- He then prays for his disciples, and prays for each of us as we believe.
These are all easter
gifts to ponder on.
After dinner Jesus took
his disciples to a garden, it was a garden that he went to often. He
asked them to wait for him and he took Peter, James and John with
him. He told them that his heart was very sorrowful and he asked
them to stay and keep watch. Christ prayed unto the father;
And
he said, Abba, Father, all things are
possible unto thee; take
away
this cup
from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt. Mark 14:36
An
angel came to strengthen him and again he prayed:
And
being in an agony
he prayed more earnestly: and
his sweat was as it were great drops of blood
falling down to the ground.
He
doeth not anything
save it be for the benefit of the world; for he loveth
the world, even that he layeth down his own life that he may draw
call
men unto him. Wherefore, he commandeth none that they shall not
partake of his salvation.
It
was after this horrible experience, where Christ suffered
unimaginable pain to redeem us from our sins, that Judas shows up
with a multitude and betrays Jesus with a kiss. This was the
pre-arranged token that Judas had given the priests, scribes and
elders so that they would know which man was the Christ. Christ had
descended low in the garden, but he had lower to go to finish the
work of the atonement.
The
mob laid their hands on Jesus, his disciples fled and now alone and
in the dark of the night they led him to the house of the high
priest. It is interesting the note that at this time in Jewish law,
it was illegal to arrest a person in the dark of the night.
Caiaphas, the high priest finds him guilty of blasphemy, and they
bind him and take him to Pontuis Pilate the governor. Pilate
questions him but does not find any fault with him, so he tries to
let him go, but the voice of the people is strong and they call for
the thief barbaras to be released and Jesus to be crucified.
Next
Jesus is sent to be scourged. Scourging was a horrible form of
punishment or torture where the victim was whipped with several cords
of leather with bone or metal wrapped on the ends. These were to
catch the flesh and tear it as the victim was scourged. The typical
sentence was 40 lashes.
After
enduring this, our precious savior was mocked as they placed a purple
robe on his back and pressed a crown of thorns on his head, saying
“Hail, King of the Jews” He was then led away to be crucified on
the hill of Golgotha which ment the place of a skull.
The
next hours of recorded history are some of the most uncomfortable
events to read. Spikes would driven into his hands and wrists, then
into his feet. Some mocked him and others “bewailed and lamented
him” As he was lifted up upon the cross Pilate wrote “Jesus of
Nazareth King of the Jews” on a sign above his head.
Christ
in this agony asked his father to forgive those who crucified him,
comforted those that were weeping and made sure his mother was looked
after by one of his beloved disciples. Even in his extreme agony he
was thinking about serving and loving others.
The
earth became covered in darkness, Christ endured unimaginable pain
and trusted in his father in Heaven even as his father had to
withdraw his spirit. Then Christ said “Father into thy hands I
commend my spirit” and his earthly life came to an end, because he
chose to die. He had the power to live, he choose to die so that we
can live!
His
body was given to Joseph of Aramathia who had a new tomb, where he
lay Christ's body. To Christs friends, he was gone. His end had
come and his eternal slumber had started.
After
Christ's body had been placed in the tomb and wrapped in linen, the
door to the tomb was closed and even sealed with guards placed
outside to prevent anyone from stealing or disturbing it. The
sealing and guards were ordered by Herod upon the request of the
chief judges. The following was the sabbath day and nothing much of
note happened other than I imagine that it was a time of great
mourning among the followers of Jesus. Then on the third day, being
the first day of the week, some women came to the tomb with spices to
to dress the body of Jesus.
They
found the door of the tomb rolled away and two angels that asked the
very important question “Why
seek ye the living among the dead?”
He
is not here, but is arisen:
remember how he spake unto you when he was yet in Galilee,
Saying,
The Son of man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men, and be
crucified, and the third day rise again. Luke 24:5-7
Imagine
your self, filled with grief, finding the body of your friend missing
and angels telling you that he has risen? What joy, what absolute
light and happiness would fill your soul, your heart and your eyes!
Mary
Magdalene was the first recorded to see the resurrected Christ.
There in the garden outside of the tomb they shared the tender
moments that redefined the eternal outlook on the separation and
finality of death.
The
woman ran sharing the news with the disciples. The news that Jesus
was alive. This is the news that we are still called upon to share.
The joy of this knowledge fills our hearts just as we fill our
easter eggs, the promise of life after death for one and all is as
real and possible as a precious baby chick that comes out of its
protective egg.
John
recorded in Chapter 20 verse
31 But
these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ,
the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his
name.
28 Behold,
hath the Lord commanded any that they should not partake of his
goodness? Behold I say unto you, Nay; but all
men are privileged the one like
unto the other, and none are forbidden.
8 Wherefore,
how great the importance to make these things known unto the
inhabitants of the earth, that they may know that there is no flesh
that can dwell in the presence of God, save
it be through the merits, and mercy, and grace of the Holy Messiah,
who layeth
down his life according to the flesh, and taketh it again by the
power of the Spirit, that he may bring to pass the resurrection
of the dead, being the first that should rise.
Today
I stand before you and I testify that I know that Jesus is alive,
that he broke the bands of death. I know that I will live again
after I die. The gift of the resurrection is given to all men and
all men will live again. It is our privilege and responsibility to
share the joy of our knowledge with those we love”
I
say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
Friday, January 25, 2013
My Dad
My wonderful Dad turned 69 yesterday.
His family motto is WORK HARD AND PLAY HARDER.
Here are 69 memories that we have shared:
Love you DAD!
1. Riding together on the Vespa. The wind in my face and your strong arms on each side of me. I always knew good things were in store when we went out together like; Doughnuts from Angels Bakery!
2. Being carried under the branches of the trees in the front yard. The air was cool, the sky was dark except for the stars and your body was warm. You calmed my fears, tickled my face with the leaves and tucked me back in bed.
3. Dancing. Oh how I love to dance with you! In the kitchen, in the living room, on the boat, at my wedding...anywhere.
4. Laying under the stars at Lake Mary and listening to classic love songs, sung by the pop singers of your generation. I still love 50's music.
5. Holding on to your legs while hiding under the driving console of the barge while you captained our vessel through the raging storms of Lake Powell. I was never scared knowing you were at the helm.
6. Pulling off your socks at the end of one of your long work days. It was so hard to get those socks off those big feet!
7. Sitting on your back while you read the newspaper lying on your stomach.
8. Having you help me with math and thinking that I would never be as good at math as you were. Never understanding your way of solving the equations.
9. Sitting on the gas tank of the Motorguzzi and driving on the freeway - fast - across town to eat a hot fudge Sunday from Swensen's. Remember the coupons?
10. Going skinny dipping at the lake with the whole family and screaming from the pinching shark.
11. Airplane rides.
12. Riding on the disk with you. Again holding on to your strong arms, doing circles, falling down, doing it again.
13. Very early I have a memory of you and I snow skiing at McMillen Mesa. It was dark and I was standing on your skis. I would put my foot in the middle and touch the snow as we zoomed down the hill and my foot would fly back. That was fun!
14. Going out sledding at night is one of my fondest memories. We would get so tired walking back up the hill and then you would come out with the vespa and tow us up the hill, our hero!
15. When we were tired of sliding the hill, you would tow us all over on the sled behind the vespa. I can still taste the exhaust.
16. Hiking through the woods with Jonathan and Mom and we would search for the perfect bent over pine tree. Then Jonathan and I would climb on and you would bounce us so high. Best ride ever!
17. You always had pink baby lotion on your work bench. I thought that was so cute that my dad had pink lotion on his bench. It was probably the cheapest one at the store and it just lasted for many years!
18. You always tried to teach me perspective in drawing. I could still use some lessons.
19. I remember when Boomer ate my hamster. It was horrible and I was hysterical. You took what was left and in the dark night buried him in the woods. When you came back and told me that he was okay now and that he was up in heaven. I had peace.
20. I still remember sitting in church next to you and holding hands. Your hands are always warm.
21. We raced up the hill to Nana's house once. You could run so fast. I knew no one could run as fast as my dad. I was about 6.
22. You rode your bike to Sedona all the time. You let me come when I got a 10 speed for Christmas one year. I was about 8. You would help push me up the hills and remind me that "what ever goes up must come down". Life is kinda like that too...ups and downs, you helped me learn to roll with it and enjoy the ride.
23. I wrecked on that bike ride and had the most road rash I have ever seen. I was not happy. You had gone ahead and I screamed to call you back. You came back for me and got me back on the bike. We nursed our way to the spring where you helped to wash me up. You taught me that when you fall down you get back up and you don't ride on the edge of the road when there are cinders all over the side.
24. I remember watching Invasion of the body snatchers and Invasion of the killer bees with you late at night. I still like to stay up late with a good movie or a book.
25. You place your finger to your teeth when you are reading a good book.
26. Disneyland. Going on thunder mountain over and over.
27. Eating at the Hacienda. Me: Cheese enchilada I loved the salad garnish in the enchilada sauce. Sopapilla's for dessert!
28. Not being able to spell.
29. You bought me a ring when I had Sydney. I gave it to her when she turned 13. It has 3 Sapphires because she made our little family 3. It has 4 diamonds for the men that will be a part of her life: Her Heavenly Father, her Earthly father, her Grandfather and her husband.
30. You sent Mom to help me every time a had a baby. You knew I needed my Mom.
31. You love all my kids and they adore you. Stories.
32. I can still picture you rocking Ethan to sleep. You would sing him Bobba cha bobba cha wa wa and dance. He fell asleep every time.
33. You bought a trampoline and told Jonathan and I that it was just for you and mom to exercise on. We believed you for a minute, but then we took over. I don't remember ever seeing you bounce on it, but we had hours of fun on that thing!
34. Riding our bikes up on Appalachian and playing the red Barron and the blue bomber.
35. Telling me that I could not get my drivers license until I could: Change a tire, clean and gap a spark plug, check and change the oil. There may have been more. I have rarely been so motivated to learn.
36. Arm exercises while driving. Good time management.
37. You drove GG to California after she passed away. You said she was with you the whole time.
38. I loved watching you kiss mom in the Kitchen.
39. You could get mom to taste something sweet even when she was trying to be good by just telling her to try it and then spit it out. She would.
40. You starting walking to work through the woods. I had ridden my bike up that way a few times and I loved comparing stories with you.
41. Sitting on the side of Highway 89 for hours while you went to get gas. I don't know why we ran out, but I guess you may have wanted to push the limits a bit. I do that with things too.
42. Hiking in Sycamore canyon. Getting lost and having the most amazing adventure ever.
43. Getting poison oak and suffering together. Learning to be tough.
44. Remember when we decided to race mom and Jonathan home from the top of Mt. Elden. We hiked down and they drove. We went down Pete's dragon and I got to do a lot of sliding. I got a big hole in my pants. That was fun, I don't remember who won.
45. Going to baskin robbins and you would always get nutty coconut. Jonathan would get bubble gum and then want to trade. You were nice and you would trade him.
46. Day old doughnuts at Safeway.
47. One morning we went out for a bike ride. We decided to get breakfast at a little Mexican food hole in the wall that you said mom would never go to. I felt like a rebel. It was yummy!
48. You do not like to play games much, but I do remember learning to play blackjack at the kitchen table with poker chips.
49. You came out for a visit once and I was feeling a little insecure about my parenting abilities. I asked you if you thought I was doing okay. You reassured me, told me I was doing fine and gave me a hug. I have felt much better since then.
20. I still remember sitting in church next to you and holding hands. Your hands are always warm.
21. We raced up the hill to Nana's house once. You could run so fast. I knew no one could run as fast as my dad. I was about 6.
22. You rode your bike to Sedona all the time. You let me come when I got a 10 speed for Christmas one year. I was about 8. You would help push me up the hills and remind me that "what ever goes up must come down". Life is kinda like that too...ups and downs, you helped me learn to roll with it and enjoy the ride.
23. I wrecked on that bike ride and had the most road rash I have ever seen. I was not happy. You had gone ahead and I screamed to call you back. You came back for me and got me back on the bike. We nursed our way to the spring where you helped to wash me up. You taught me that when you fall down you get back up and you don't ride on the edge of the road when there are cinders all over the side.
24. I remember watching Invasion of the body snatchers and Invasion of the killer bees with you late at night. I still like to stay up late with a good movie or a book.
25. You place your finger to your teeth when you are reading a good book.
26. Disneyland. Going on thunder mountain over and over.
27. Eating at the Hacienda. Me: Cheese enchilada I loved the salad garnish in the enchilada sauce. Sopapilla's for dessert!
28. Not being able to spell.
29. You bought me a ring when I had Sydney. I gave it to her when she turned 13. It has 3 Sapphires because she made our little family 3. It has 4 diamonds for the men that will be a part of her life: Her Heavenly Father, her Earthly father, her Grandfather and her husband.
30. You sent Mom to help me every time a had a baby. You knew I needed my Mom.
31. You love all my kids and they adore you. Stories.
32. I can still picture you rocking Ethan to sleep. You would sing him Bobba cha bobba cha wa wa and dance. He fell asleep every time.
33. You bought a trampoline and told Jonathan and I that it was just for you and mom to exercise on. We believed you for a minute, but then we took over. I don't remember ever seeing you bounce on it, but we had hours of fun on that thing!
34. Riding our bikes up on Appalachian and playing the red Barron and the blue bomber.
35. Telling me that I could not get my drivers license until I could: Change a tire, clean and gap a spark plug, check and change the oil. There may have been more. I have rarely been so motivated to learn.
36. Arm exercises while driving. Good time management.
37. You drove GG to California after she passed away. You said she was with you the whole time.
38. I loved watching you kiss mom in the Kitchen.
39. You could get mom to taste something sweet even when she was trying to be good by just telling her to try it and then spit it out. She would.
40. You starting walking to work through the woods. I had ridden my bike up that way a few times and I loved comparing stories with you.
41. Sitting on the side of Highway 89 for hours while you went to get gas. I don't know why we ran out, but I guess you may have wanted to push the limits a bit. I do that with things too.
42. Hiking in Sycamore canyon. Getting lost and having the most amazing adventure ever.
43. Getting poison oak and suffering together. Learning to be tough.
44. Remember when we decided to race mom and Jonathan home from the top of Mt. Elden. We hiked down and they drove. We went down Pete's dragon and I got to do a lot of sliding. I got a big hole in my pants. That was fun, I don't remember who won.
45. Going to baskin robbins and you would always get nutty coconut. Jonathan would get bubble gum and then want to trade. You were nice and you would trade him.
46. Day old doughnuts at Safeway.
47. One morning we went out for a bike ride. We decided to get breakfast at a little Mexican food hole in the wall that you said mom would never go to. I felt like a rebel. It was yummy!
48. You do not like to play games much, but I do remember learning to play blackjack at the kitchen table with poker chips.
49. You came out for a visit once and I was feeling a little insecure about my parenting abilities. I asked you if you thought I was doing okay. You reassured me, told me I was doing fine and gave me a hug. I have felt much better since then.
50. Accentuate the positive, and don't mess with mister in-between!
51. Orange juice flavored water. Good resourcefulness.
52. Watching you disk at sunset with the sun shining through the water from the spray. You always looked so happy and content.
53. MaryAnn no ski, MaryAnn can ski. If you love them, tease them a little.
54. Mutt. Call it like it is.
55. Lake Mary evenings and cooking on the hibachi. Music. Checking out the dam. Catching snails. Looking for eagles.
56. Riding bikes around Mormon Lake Lodge.
57. Playing catch over the houseboat with the light sticks.
58. Anything you can do I can do better.
59. We took a family trip in the white van when I was about 16. I think we went to Oregon. It was a lot of driving and everyone was taking turns at the wheel. You gave me a chance to drive while everyone was sleeping. I was excited but then I became very nervous as I realized the speed I was supposed to maintain while I had the responsibility of every one's lives in the back. You sat with me and made sure everything was going smooth. It was a fun trip.
60. Picking blackberries in Oak creek, eating berries in Utah, oh! and the peaches!
61. Riding to Sedona in the Baby seat and you picking me flowers as we flew down the road.
62. The end of the school year picnic that the ward had every year was fun, but you were the best dad there because you would actually play with us and get us spinning so fast on the tire swing.
63. You taught me many things but one of them is not to stand in front of the referigerator with the door open. I still expect to hear your voice yelling from the living room if I stand there too long.
64. You had a tattoo booth at the ward halloween parties. My favorite pictures were the ones with a heart around the word Mom.
65. You can start singing a song from almost any sentence. You have a wonderful voice.
66. Remember hiking up to Bridle Vale falls in Telluride and singing I stand all amazed, with most of the right words. You taught me to sing strong from my heart.
67. You let me help you rewire the cabin cruiser that was sitting in the driveway. It was winter and cold so the tarp was on and the soldering iron was our only heat source. I was amazed that you knew how to do what you were doing. I thought you were the smartest man alive. That was a fun boat.
68. You love my husband and you are his friend. You taught him to windsurf and how to do so many other things. I am so grateful that you hired the young boy that needed a job. I needed to get him trained. I love thinking about all your adventures together and I look forward to many more.
69. You always made me feel like I could do anything, because you knew you could do anything. You are always game for any adventure, any vacation, any work and any type of play. You work hard so you can play harder. I am your daughter, in optimism, in work and in play.
Happy Birthday Dad. Lets go make some more memories.
Hugs and Kisses,
Amy
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